I love u UMMI

i'm the worst son ever.
well, actually today is my mum's birthday.
but because of my lack of awareness...
i totally gapped it.n it makes me really sad...

so here's da story..

few days ago my mum called me n she said:

ummi: irsyad kat mane?
me: wangsa maju..
ummi: xbalik ke? tok n wan balik perlis da sabtu nii..
me: ow.. xtau lagi la ummi.. hari sbtu nih kan ade kelas... n icad byk assignment (padahal buat pon blom tentu)
ummi: oww. xpelaa kalu buleh sabtu ni balik la. kalu xbuleh. tepon jelah... ckp jap ngn tok n wan..
me: huu. k.. nt kalu buleh icad balik..
ummi: xbalik pon xpe. nk wat mcm ne....
me: hm yelah. k lah ummi.. assalamualaikum
ummi: wslm.

n i didn't realize dat. i only realize dat today is my mum's birthday when my bro text me
n said "jgn lupe hr ni bday ummi".

he sent it to me during the morning. but bcoz i didn't get enough sleep today.
i spend da whole day sleeping. n missed my prayer! dem.
so, when i woke up around 7 o'clock. i read the msg n i was like.
bursting in tears. imagine wat my mother would feel right now.
coz there's nobody home except her n my father n my oldest sister.
i can go home but i choose not to bcoz i totally forgot about her birthday.
i immediately called her n wish her happy birthday.
n guess what.
although she was trying to be cool about it. i know that deep inside she was sad coz i'm not at home.. :(
what kind of son am i.....

ummi i love u...

so this post is dedicated to my mom/ummi/mother...

well there is a hadith about mom which goes..

"who should i gave my love to my respect n my honor to after Allah n Rasullulah..."
Rasulullah replied:
"comes ur mother.."
they asked:
"who's next?"
"ur mother'' he replied.
they asked again:
"who's next?"
he replied again:
"ur mother and then ur father.."

i love u ummi, thank you for all the sacrifices dat u'd made for me all these years.
thank you for the time i was sad u were there,
thank you for the time i had no money n u gave it to me.
thanks for the love n care u always gave me.
thanks for teaching me everything.
thanks for the food u prepared every morning where u had to wake up as early as 4 o'clock to serve us breakfast when u go to work..
thank you ummi for everything that u have done for me all my life...
thank you from the day i was born.....

sorry ummi,
for the time i make u cry.
for the time i kept lying to you.
for the time i was mad at you..
for the time i didn't listen to you.
for the time i broke my promise to you..
for the time i always forget about u while u are still here...
for the time i felt neglected when u gave me love as much as you could.
sorry ummi for all the things dat i've done to you since i was born until today..

i love u ummi, i missed u. n i'm really sorry about ur birthday...
ur loving son,
irsyad.

p/s i love my mum, fazilah bt musa